179

ON THE DOT.
Well, I am alright with this... I want to lose 12 pounds this month and be down to 167 by months end but the odds of that happening are slim. Either way, it is still my goal for the end of the month. I will be happy to get back down to 167 because I was around that weight two years ago and have been heavier ever since. When I get down to 157 that will be SUPER awesome because I don't think I've been that light since I started going to the bars and whatnot. I know Rose won't say anything [God knows I wouldn't say anything to her if I noticed she lost weight] but I want her to notice. I am not sure if she has noticed yet, but I know once I get down to 167 and lower she will definitely start noticing. TAKE NOTICE, BABYGIRL, CAUSE I AM GONNA KEEP LOSING! I can't believe I will actually be around 120 for my birthday. I always have slight doubts about reaching my goal, but this time the weight loss has been slow and steady and sticking to the diet has been super easy... so yeah, I think I can make it. Being the same weight as Rose will be surreal; I've always wanted it and soon it will be a reality. It seems so far off but I know May will be here before I know it. I am also excited to wear lingerie for Brett and whatnot... not feeling disgusting during sex would be a nice change. I think I'll probably start feeling more comfortable naked around 140ish. GOD TO BE 140 WILL BE FUCKING AMAZING! I probably haven't been that light since my freshman year of high school; even then I had baby fat in my face and looked kinda gross. This will be SO AWESOME. shit... when will I be 140? If I begin the new year 155 I will probably be 140 by mid February... Shit. That is so soon! YES I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!! I am 39 pounds away from that right now. Long way to go, but it is definitely doable :)