Wednesday, October 13, 2010

New stufffffff!

Got my check from school so splurged a little on some stuff I wanted from Forever 21... (I like black. Shh...)











I am hoping all of the knee highs work out! I ordered two pairs of the navy ones (oops!) on accident... they better look cute!
I will post pictures once I get everything :)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

High-Waisted Skirt...

the perfect black high-waisted skirt...

American Apparel - Interlock High-Waist Skirt: $34.00

I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Forever 21 wants...


Cowl Neck Sweater Tunic - $13.80
NEED THIS! I LOVE COWL NECKS!


V-Neck Long Sweater Top - $12.50
I think this is the perfect basic sweater-dress. I want it for when I drop another 20 pounds... I think it will look killer then! It also comes in several different colors. I am thinking of getting it in red, black, and brown.
(I weighed in at 180 today!! I will be out of the 180's soon!)


Classic Textured Tights - $6.80

Friday, October 8, 2010

Weight Loss Update...

I am going to re-post my dated goal weight list from livejournal in here:
10/08 - 182 --- I met this weeks goal! Yay! So far 15 pounds lost... only 62 more to go!
10/15 - 180
10/22 - 177
10/29 - 175
10/31 - 173.5 (please body! I think this is around what I weighed on Halloween last year! I just wanna be close to that! You know what sucks? I still felt like shit then because I was only gaining... what is nice about now is I will have lost to get to that weight so I will feel way better! yay!)
11/01 - 173
11/08 - 171
11/15 - 168.5 (Yay! Back into the 160's!? HELL YEAH! I will be able to wear my favorite western shirt again! I have been SO pissed that shirt is so tight now)
11/22 - 165.5
11/29 - 163
12/01 - 162
12/08 - 160
12/15 - 157
EXERCISING BEGINS
12/22 - 155
12/29 - 152
01/01 - 149.5 (I WANT IT DAMMIT! DON'T TELL ME I CAN'T DO IT!)
I would love to begin the new year under 150. It would be a fresh start! I haven't been UNDER 150 (mind you, I was 151ish New Years 2007/2008), since November 2007. THAT WILL BE OVER THREE YEARS! And honestly, that sounds like a lot for a girl of my height, but I looked pretty decent at 149. Everyone always thought I weighed 135ish. SO SUCK IT, k? Well, no! Just be happy for me :)
01/08 - 147.5
01/15 - 145
01/22 - 143
01/29 - 141
02/01 - 140 (I have not weighed 140 since freshman year of high school and I will be graduating college in the spring. WHAT.THE.FUCK!?)
SCHOOL IS STARTING AGAIN SO NOT AS MUCH EXERCISE TIME ;/ WEIGHT LOSS WILL SLOW DOWN A LOTTTTTTTT.
02/08 - 139
02/15 - 137.5
02/22 - 136.5
03/01 - 135
03/08 - 133
03/15 - 131
03/22 - 129
03/29 - 128
04/01 - 127ish, which I would be VERY happy with. Ideally by May 31st I would like to get down to 120, but I will NOT bust my ass to do so. I look VERY cute in the 120's (which is evidenced by photos I found of myself in 8th grade. How could I not see how adorable I was!?) and 120 is just a dream I've had for myself on my birthday for years. If I weigh 120 on my birthday I will weigh... *DRUM ROLL PLEASE* less than Rose! AHHH! I have NEVER weighed less than Rose. That is not even as important to me as Rose & I looking a similar weight is. I've been wanting to not be the chubby/fat friend for SO long, and what better gift to give myself after GRADUATING COLLEGE WITH A DEGREE IN MATHEMATICS AND GETTING INTO GRADUATE SCHOOL AT 23 (YESSSSSSSSS) than something I've always wanted, which is not feeling inferior to Rose! I would be sosososo happy. And yes, I want to wear a tank top, which I have never done in front of Rose.
05/31 - 120 <3

& no, I do not feel I need to go lower than that. I will be happy in the 120's forever because I have been fat for so long... I really will be able to appreciate being a normal size! AHHH TO FIT INTO FOREVER 21 CLOTHES WITH NO ISSUE! What a dream! And it will be reality soon enough! I feel it in my bones... I am feeling SO good on this diet and I can't believe this will become reality! YES!

05/31 - 120. Total weight loss: 77 pounds

Thursday, October 7, 2010

New Shoes!

Just showing off my new boots. I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!! Sad thing is the zipper is a little wonky on one of the boots ;/ Otherwise, perfect! What do you think?





No makeup... s'all good! I am getting REALLY used to the way I look.
Voidoids shirt & denim jacket: Angry, Young, & Poor
Skirt: H&M
Shoes: gojane

Birthday Dress...

Since I am in the process of losing weight, I know I will be down to my goal weight by my birthday (May 31). As such, I want to wear a really cute dress on my birthday to celebrate all of my progress! (By then I will also have just received my Bachelors Degree in Mathematics with a minor in business and will be headed to grad school! YAY!)



Lulus.com: A-Cute Angle Dress (those look like obtuse angles to me, HAWHAW) - $67.00
Can someone please buy this for me NOW??


Lulus.com: Balboa Park Halter Dress - $57.00
I NEED THIS DRESS IN MY LIFE NOW!!!! HOW AWESOME IS IT!??! It would go PERFECTLY with the black suede wedge ankle boots I just got from gojane. Sucks that I am broke right now :(


Lulus.com: Best Revenge Cocktail Dress in Black - $49.00
I LOVE this dress. Although the studs look a little cheap, I think it is perfect for a night out on the town with my girls for my birthday. On your birthday I think you're allowed to dress up a bit, and I think this would be perfect :)


Lulus.com: Bat Your Lashes One Shoulder Dress in Purple - $31.00
I've always loved one-shoulder dresses, and why not use my birthday as an opportunity to wear one in front of my friends for the first time!? After all, I will be thin and finally comfortable enough to wear one!

Other things I want...


Lulus.com: BB Dakota Lammar Coat in Brown - $100.00


Lulus.com: Zad Best Paw Forward Leopard Ring - $12.00


Lulus.com: Spelling Bee Initial Necklace (A, of course) - $15.00


Lulus.com: Princess Mononoke Ring - $9.00


Forever 21: Cute Raccoon Ring - $5.80