So as you know I cheated on Saturday, so I have been basically trying to lose that cheat weight all week. My goal is to make 167.2 by Friday (a pound weight loss from last Friday). I think it should be doable. After that, I should be back on track to get down to my weight loss goals if I REALLY make an effort. I want to be under 160 by the time school starts. It may not be doable/realistic, but I am definitely going to try. I actually feel okay about the way I look in the 150's, so yeah... should be a good way to begin the semester. I have 26 days until the semester begins, meaning I have 26 days to lose 9.3 pounds. Around 3 pounds a week... it IS possible, but it will mean lots of exercise and determination.
Not drinking has become shockingly easy; I am SO used to not drinking at the bar that I really do not even think about it anymore. I am going to attempt to not drink throughout the whole semester, with my first drink being the last day of the semester. That should be in like four and a half months. Collectively that will be about six months of not drinking. If I succeed in that, it will be AMAZING. It will prove that I am able to control myself when it comes to alcohol and that I do not need alcohol to enjoy myself... both things I very much want to prove to myself and others. Sometimes I worry that my friends won't like me as much without alcohol... stupid worry, really. Why would I want to be friends with people who only have fun with me when I am drunk? I don't know, man.
I drove for the first time in over a year yesterday! FELT GREAT! I cannot wait to get my car and continue on with my life!
No comments:
Post a Comment